Causally applies to animal ride attendant at a zoo in Philadelphia, making it clear I lived in the UK, and today I get an email back asking for a phone interview. So very confused.
Stressed (By the way I’m engaged)
Today I’ve been conflicted, and it’s causing me stress. I don’t know what career I wanna go after, and it’s a pain. Both not easy to get into, video game journalism or animal zoo keeper.
Both I’d love to do, but I can’t really pursue both very well, as starting off is volunteer stuff. While trying to do both and hold down a job isn’t really possible. I think I could do either one really well, I’m realistic with what they would be like. But animal zoo keeper job would be better long term, I could do that into old age, whereas video game journalism I’m not sure I could do that into old age. However, I worry that with animal zoo keeping I’d have to go back to education to get there, and right now I don’t think I can do that, financially or mentally
Meanwhile, I’m thinking about if I wanna move to USA and live with fiancee (by the way I got engaged over Christmas, forgot to mention this to y’all) I’d love to live with her, but I worry because we wanna live in England in the future, so I’m not sure how that would effect us moving back here. But I’m starting to lean towards giving it a go.
While this is all going on I’m also having to deal with anxiety issues and depression. Which is fan-fucking-tastic. So yeah I gotta decide all this shit sometime soon. Le sigh.
Trailer for Walking Dead Episode 2 coming tomorrow.
I still think it’s going to be Lilly coming back, and I kinda want it to be her as well.
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Mechs Animals - Concept Art
by Robert Chew (Crazy Asian 1)